mazzario
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Post by mazzario on Apr 17, 2019 8:43:05 GMT -5
hatred right now
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Post by Thin Lizzy Gulag Graduate on Apr 17, 2019 8:44:04 GMT -5
I donno about y’all but magic gives me the weirdest boner
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Post by hatredgrowsininches on Apr 17, 2019 8:44:32 GMT -5
Damn dude you're blaming drinking and online magic for YOU fuckin his girl? lol I’m blaming him for being completely oblivious to the happenings in his own life, day in and out. I’m blaming myself for this carrying on the way it did and not saying something in the first place. I somewhat blame her for it happening in the first place. I didn’t wake up sucking my own fucking dick.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 17, 2019 8:47:36 GMT -5
I feel like people think I’m some how oblivious to how fucked up this is I got fucked over by crawlingcosmichorror She started flirting with me If he ever paid attention to anything other then magic or drinking His drinking and hers This is a lot more complicated Blaming other people. Blaming her Blaming him Blaming the substance Blaming them It ain't that complicated. You took advantage of someones trust, like the addict that you are, and ran as far as you could with it. You are blaming/implicating the parties involved so that you don't feel the entire weight of the guilt that you deserve.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 17, 2019 8:48:53 GMT -5
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sarahohio
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Post by sarahohio on Apr 17, 2019 8:49:59 GMT -5
I feel like people think I’m some how oblivious to how fucked up this is This dude offered me help when I really needed it, stuck his hand out and I ended up shitting in his palm. It’s completely fucked. I got fucked over by crawlingcosmichorror, pretty sure that’s his poster name but I apologize if I’m wrong and Oldorder came through and helped me out in the last second, practically literally. This was not something I ever intended, it’s completely wrong, completely fucked and it’s just one more thing to hate myself for at this point I didn’t come into this dudes apartment like, “Where’s your girlfriend? I’m tryna fuck.”. She started flirting with me literally in front of him and since he was too drunk to notice, it just got more and more extreme. I would leave the apartment for practically days. One night, they’re both drinking and she’s doing the usual shit. I didn’t want to deal with it so I wen't in my bedroom, turned off the light and just closed my eyes and wen't to lie down. Five minutes later, the door opens and shuts but the lights stay off, all of a sudden I hear her whispering my name loudly. I couldn’t believe what the fuck was going on. She walked out after about 40 seconds and when I walked out, Oldorder was sitting less than 15 feet away from me, drinking and playing magic online. If he ever paid attention to anything other then magic or drinking, he might have realized what was going on before it happened like it did. This is why I mentioned his drinking so much in the posts where I mentioned it. His drinking and hers played a huge role in this. Obviously so did I, I’m not saying I didn’t. This is a lot more complicated than people are realizing. Its why I was so pissed last night when I responded to his posts, especially after spending almost a week together in the apartment after I told him. so you didn't have the ability to tell her you weren't interested and to stop flirting with you? Couldn't stop the consensual sex that continued after? When your dick fell into her mouth you couldn't stop that either?
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Post by Deleted on Apr 17, 2019 8:50:16 GMT -5
Damn dude you're blaming drinking and online magic for YOU fuckin his girl? lol I’m blaming him for being completely oblivious to the happenings in his own life, day in and out. I’m blaming myself for this carrying on the way it did and not saying something in the first place. I somewhat blame her for it happening in the first place. I didn’t wake up sucking my own fucking dick. What a lame fucking mentality. Grow the fuck up and take responsibility for your actions
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not Worship
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this is the very last thing i have ever read, gootbye
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Post by not Worship on Apr 17, 2019 8:53:09 GMT -5
hes literally taking responsibility you dorks
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not Worship
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this is the very last thing i have ever read, gootbye
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Post by not Worship on Apr 17, 2019 8:53:36 GMT -5
hate the player not the game
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theboobox
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Post by theboobox on Apr 17, 2019 8:57:43 GMT -5
I didn’t wake up sucking my own fucking dick. Not unless you're Marilyn Manson
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Post by Deleted on Apr 17, 2019 8:57:47 GMT -5
hes literally taking responsibility you dorks He's literally not
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not Worship
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this is the very last thing i have ever read, gootbye
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Post by not Worship on Apr 17, 2019 8:59:03 GMT -5
hes literally taking responsibility you dorks He's literally not reasons why things happen =\= excuses for things happening dont ask the dude to explain himself then act like he didnt give a good enough response
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not Worship
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this is the very last thing i have ever read, gootbye
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Post by not Worship on Apr 17, 2019 9:04:48 GMT -5
if yall dont think the girl deserves 80% of the blame here yr out of yr minds
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sarahohio
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Post by sarahohio on Apr 17, 2019 9:06:37 GMT -5
both are to blame
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DAYMAN
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Post by DAYMAN on Apr 17, 2019 9:06:39 GMT -5
if yall dont think the girl deserves 80% of the blame here yr out of yr minds Show me the math where you got to 80%.
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not Worship
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this is the very last thing i have ever read, gootbye
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Post by not Worship on Apr 17, 2019 9:08:14 GMT -5
80% girl making multiple conscious decisions over stretches of multiple days/weeks to cheat on her boyfriend
10% dude distracted by being drunk and playing magic the gathering
10% dude having the opportunity to get his dick sucked
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Yung Nick
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I'm at da store what do u need???
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Post by Yung Nick on Apr 17, 2019 9:09:06 GMT -5
"Yo sorry bro! A-ha! Yer girl came onto ME! Couldnt help it bro! Sorry!"
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DAYMAN
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Post by DAYMAN on Apr 17, 2019 9:16:23 GMT -5
80% girl making multiple conscious decisions over stretches of multiple days/weeks to cheat on her boyfriend 10% dude distracted by being drunk and playing magic the gathering 10% dude having the opportunity to get his dick sucked Derive your equations, bitch
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Post by hatredgrowsininches on Apr 17, 2019 9:18:41 GMT -5
I feel like people think I’m some how oblivious to how fucked up this is I got fucked over by crawlingcosmichorror She started flirting with me If he ever paid attention to anything other then magic or drinking His drinking and hers This is a lot more complicated Blaming other people. Blaming her Blaming him Blaming the substance Blaming them It ain't that complicated. You took advantage of someones trust, like the addict that you are, and ran as far as you could with it. You are blaming/implicating the parties involved so that you don't feel the entire weight of the guilt that you deserve. Damn. How many fuckin times have you been cheated on, buttercup ?
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Post by Deleted on Apr 17, 2019 9:24:11 GMT -5
Blaming other people. Blaming her Blaming him Blaming the substance Blaming them It ain't that complicated. You took advantage of someones trust, like the addict that you are, and ran as far as you could with it. You are blaming/implicating the parties involved so that you don't feel the entire weight of the guilt that you deserve. Damn. How many fuckin times have you been cheated on, buttercup ? oh did the wittle man get his fweeelings hurt.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 17, 2019 9:26:05 GMT -5
80% girl making multiple conscious decisions over stretches of multiple days/weeks to cheat on her boyfriend 10% dude distracted by being drunk and playing magic the gathering 10% dude having the opportunity to get his dick sucked >%1 crawlingcosmichorror's fault??? This doesn't add up.
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sarahohio
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Post by sarahohio on Apr 17, 2019 9:26:25 GMT -5
no blame to magic the gathering kid. If she wasn't getting the attention she needed and he was too distracted by booze and computer games you still fucking end the relationship first. then go suck all the dicks you want.
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Post by nastyy on Apr 17, 2019 9:33:21 GMT -5
In this situation, my knee jerk reaction would likely be a fist fight, but you gotta respect taking the posting on board route
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Post by hatredgrowsininches on Apr 17, 2019 9:35:48 GMT -5
80% girl making multiple conscious decisions over stretches of multiple days/weeks to cheat on her boyfriend 10% dude distracted by being drunk and playing magic the gathering 10% dude having the opportunity to get his dick sucked >%1 crawlingcosmichorror's fault??? This doesn't add up. I can’t exactly remember when he started telling me about it and I could probably look through our Instagram convos since I never deleted anything from it but from the end of November/beginning of December to the day I bought my ticket in February, CCH was trying to get me to move into his house with him in Portland. We talked about a lot of shit and he always came back to that. Feb 2nd I bought my ticket to fly out to Portland February 20th is when I was due to fly in CCH called me the night of February 19th and told me there was no room available anymore and I no longer had a place to stay. When I said Phil helped me out when I really needed it, I wasn’t kidding. Dude helped me out more than he really understood. To the fucking loser that said something about carrying the weight of actions, you have literally no idea who you are talking to. Either way, fucking proceed.
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not Worship
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this is the very last thing i have ever read, gootbye
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Post by not Worship on Apr 17, 2019 9:41:49 GMT -5
that's some samia shit to dip out the day before arrival
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Sorley Boy
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Post by Sorley Boy on Apr 17, 2019 9:48:47 GMT -5
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Post by killthekool on Apr 17, 2019 9:52:16 GMT -5
This is hella complicated and i respect(for whatever reason) hatred for owning up to what wen't down. I feel bad for everyone involved. Its really sad and lives have been altered by this. I think what happened is 100% fucked up. I woke up from a drunken daze at a party with 2 dudes sucking my dick and all i could do was say WTF and get up and almost fight them and leave. Even in my drunken state and my dick was getting sucked, I never thought- Let me just fuck these twinks really quick since my dick is out... Albeit Im not gay... All i know is when i was in my active addiction I was reactionary and Primal and Id do anything to get my core basic insticts met. Sexual, Shelter, Safety, Food. I was and to an extent still am also extremely self centered and selfish so if i try and put myself in anyone in this situations shoes i get it. Doesnt make it right. but i understand it and everyone needs to walk away from eachother and maybe one day make it right. Get your life together and if you ever need help with the drugs and booze reach out to people and ask for help. Portland is a huge hub for recovery and meetings-AA and NA. Dont let your ego get in the way from having a healthy and happy life. Both oldorder and hatred
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Post by stephanie on Apr 17, 2019 9:53:46 GMT -5
Thread is Wild.
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Post by BloodFarts2 on Apr 17, 2019 9:57:30 GMT -5
What’s the amount of beers my friend has to drink before I can get mad at him for me getting with his girl? I never knew this was a possibility
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killthekool
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Post by killthekool on Apr 17, 2019 9:59:37 GMT -5
Also- Ive got a mental image. I see... I see.... alot of metal studs.... Possibly a machine gun bullet belt.... a pitbull You kind of had this for half a second and then tried too hard because you’re not as funny as you think you are. They all cant be winners. but do you wear a studded jacket?
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